So, wow. It's kind of been a crazy month for me. Some things have been going well, while others.. Well, you see the title slightly ahead. I know it's obviously not over, November, but what has occurred has been... Quite unsettling for myself.
I'm not going to sit here and type a five hundred word journal complaining of my problems. I know no one else can ease nor fix them. I just really want to apologize, for many things.
First of all, the fact that it takes me so incredibly long to make dolls or finish requests. I dearly appreciate everyone's patience with that, although I can also say you basically have to be patient with it.
I want to apologize for that fact that I don't know how to put priorities first and foremost, therefore resulting in many things being piled up. I believe I'm apologizing to myself the most here, for creating so many things to be finished.
I apologize to my novel for leaving it so greatly unfinished.
But most of all, I apologize to my sister. Today, especially, has been incredibly stressful due to our nephews and nieces. They fight, they argue. They do something fifteen minutes after they say they're going to. They yell at you for yelling at them when you ask them, with no more than a stern voice, for their video game when they've been so... disrespectful, with no sense of authority nor discipline.
But what's most frustrating is when you're fighting the fight alone.
And when your sister sits on the computer all day, working on 'homework' and being so acquiescent to the point where she's added on to your problems as well.
When she listens to you for five seconds and then her attention is diverted right to the television screen.
When she doesn't do a thing for your defense.
That's me, and I'm so sorry it is.
And maybe I lied. This journal isn't how I intended it to be, but quite the opposite.
I apologize for that as well.

~100 Themes Challenge~
1. Introduction [Done] [link]
2. Love [Done] [link]
3. Light [I have an idea]
4. Dark [I have an idea]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven [Done] [link]
8. Innocence [Done] [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence [Done] [link]
16. Questioning [Coloring it]
17. Blood
18. Rainbow [Done] [link]
19. Gray [Done] [link]
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature [Done] [link]
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign [I have an idea]
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers [Done] [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand [I have an idea]
36. Precious Treasure [Done] [link]
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family [Done] [link]
47. Creation
48. Childhood [I have an idea]
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules [Done] [link]
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First [Have an idea...]
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


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Haar doll
Naesala doll - He's got some pants and a shirt. No wings yet, working real hard on that.
Hector doll
Ciel doll
Friend's doll
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- Have started sketching.